I will never get used to the incredibly difficult process of moving through
the birth canal, the heat of baby against internal body. The slam of my eternal
self, entering the cumbersome human form in the mist of the ultimate transition.
Why are we born as if we are alzimers victims with no recall of our recent
freedom? Stuck in a fog of forgetting, the remembering only in our dreams and
slices of moments of perfection, when we are in perfect alignment with our
My name is Serafina and this is my story beginning with my last life as a
human on the planet Earth. This story starts at the end, my last trip down the
dreary drain pipe, into the human fog of forgetting. Can I say that again?
Forgetting! Why can’t we be born with a post- it note stuck to our foreheads
that says "I will remember the perfection of my plan for this trip on earth."
But, instead it is more like…… I forgot the whole fucking thing as soon as I
left my mother’s womb! How do I get this dreadful slippery body to breath?
It’s an addiction of sorts for the nonhuman like myself. When we are not
experiencing the human form with all of its bipolar side effects, we are perfect
in our reflections. The humanness adds layer upon layer, residuals from life
after lives, to unravel during our designated life span. It used to be
impossible to unravel even a fifth of the fragments that makes a life like a
puzzle to build over decades. To figure out why in the hell we love men who
don’t look us in the eye and repeat our parent’s history like we said we never would.
Then we die and push the reset button to do it all over again. Racing the clock to see if we can get
if right this time around.
This last birth is different. It is my final recovery of all the pieces of
me, my final study of myself. I do not get to push the reset button to get it
right next time. I have to remember, heal and recover all the lost fragment that
I have left behind since my first birth into human form.
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My name is Christina Laughton. I live in the country in NC. I have made it a long standing practice study ways to achieve health and peace in life through allowing your true self to be seen. I have fostered many unusual abilities such as seeing, hearing and sensing the usually unseen. Then finding the understanding of how to apply this to your life, to bring a balance to your mind, body and spirit. When in alignment with yourself you will always bring healing to all parts of your life.